In honor of Valentine’s day and every day, this Universal Love note came through me, for you!
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Yard Sale, brought to you by Impostor Syndrome
I stood there, clutching the fake microphone. The words dripped out of my mouth like cold honey. I could not heat them up, no matter how much I tried. All of the energy I had left pooled in my feet, anchoring me down to sleepy depths.
To try to muster some energy, I started pacing, but the lights in the room reflected upon the words on my pages, making me feel that I couldnโt even see what I was supposed to be talking about. And the longer the cold honey dripped out of my mouth, my throat started to resist speaking. It starting to close like a flower at sunset, closing up shop. I coughed. And soldiered on.ย
how is she gonna get out of this one? spoiler alert: she doesn’t!!When You’re Stuck
What do you do when you’re stuck? Actually, you might not be stuck, you might be full. This story and the following revelation were inspired by 100 coffee dates in 2022 + 2023. Many thanks to the beautiful souls I connected with who were vulnerable enough to share their hopes, struggles, and stories.
How are we so full that we get stuck? That’s weird!A Gift of Faith and Love
A 1988 middle-school story of the beginnings of my journey to faith and love.
My 12-year-old eyes opened to greet the early dark and quiet of my new-to-me house on a Sunday. Teenage-hood had not set in entirely, and my babysitting gig Saturday night thankfully didn’t go much past 10pm as I was waiting for the toddler’s parents to come home.
read on for a FREEBIE at the end!What good are savings if you are dying?
I typed this into the chat box, to a message to my wife. No, no, both of us are healthy middle-aged people. Just as tired and achey as the next middle-aged parents, coming to grips with sore hips, backs, and eyes that now need reading glasses. For those minor inconveniences, I am daily grateful. Nothing a little more yoga, patience, and five pairs of expertly-placed reading glasses around the house can’t solve.
but what is really going on here? Read on, intrepid traveler!You are unforgettable
Here’s a little story from recent travels that I hope lets you know that you, beautiful soul, are unforgettable.
read this when you need a little boost ๐3 minutes to revolutionize your love
Revolutionize your love? It takes three minutes to align with your self and your self-love. Here’s the scoop!
Hello, sweet soul and friend. How are things going? And how are you taking care of your big heart today? For me, it’s been an odd month. Changing schedules, covid outbreaks, clogged drains. In other words, life!
So, schedules. During the past month, I all-but-abandoned a part of my morning routine. Today, I started it up again, and it felt like coming home. To me. To why I love myself. It helps me remember me – ALL of me – when I get lost in productivity, books, helping others, and even house cleaning! Here are three sentences you can write down to wrap yourself in love at the start of every day ๐
Love-Your-Infinite-Self Morning Routine ๐
click to get the three phrases!Don’t know what to do? Ask
Hello, sweet soul. Do you ever get in a spot where you don’t know what to do? Either because you are in shock, at a loss for words, or wound up with intense emotions?
Last week, I started a lovely live YouTube convo with a new friend in my basement office. Thirty seconds after going live, my son called me. Twice. Later, I could hear my dog barking, for like ten minutes.
After my convo, I realized I had sent my son to the wrong hair salon; the new hairstylist wouldn’t take checks or a card over the phone. And my daughter didn’t think barking would bother my show from upstairs.
Coming into the kitchen to get lunch and apologize to the hair stylist, I saw dishes all over. Which are the kids’ duty while they are home in the summer.
So, full of both remorse and irritation, I started chuckling.
Really? Laughing? Yep.
During that live conversation, not five minutes prior, I had a tarot reading. In this reading, an “extra” card that popped out of the deck. What was that card? It told me I will be best served today by tending to my emotions.
Tarot. It’s not a Ouija board. It’s not a crystal ball. It’s not for witches or psychics.
Tarot is a powerful personal development tool for everybody to channels your intuition and flow knowledge right to your grey matter. Like that wise, unfiltered, and honest second opinion you’ve been waiting for.
What do you need? An open mind.
Is it helpful? In a way, it saved one human’s life. When they didn’t know what else to do, Ej, the tarot reader on my show, turned to tarot. They share some of their journey with me, in the show.
Listen to the powerful journey (yes, interrupted but always authentic!) Through The Looking Glass with Tarot Sage Ej Merrifield. You can book a reading with them at https://trailsedgeastrology.wordpress.com/work-with-us/
Soon, you’ll be able to find them @TrailsEdgeTarot on instagram. They hope to educate and empower other humans to find knowledge and healing from tarot, too. Watch and listen today.
And, here are the decks Ej talked about…
- The deck they used, Dark Wood Tarot
- The beginner Rider deck (doesn’t have guide book)
- A good guide book.
- And don’t forget to book a reading with them today!
Ready for more empowering tools to get you to joy? Listen to more convos here!
When Emotional Tsunamis hit your fan…
Staring at the horizon above the meadow at a tree-lined subdivison, my anger smokes out my fingertips. My body is in a yoga pose, called Warrior Two. Which always looks to me like an archer stance, ready for battle.
oooh! This sounds tough. Let’s go.The Master Key that opens the door to…
The Master Key is a Deleted scene from the start of my book. For Cryin’ Out Loud.
well, now i’m intrigued! read on >>>